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Wandering on the verge of extinction  

mnkysx 65M
33 posts
5/22/2007 10:24 am

Last Read:
7/9/2007 12:43 pm
Wandering on the verge of extinction

Contemplating the nature of a search. Feeling time slip away, along with my looks,the mirror doesnt lie, or bullshit me.I feel selfish,searching, when i have no business doing so, other obligations constrain me. Where is the balance? Others care for aging parents, yet still have lives to lead.It seems like i do not.But i shall continue to muddle through, making a real mess of things, the emptiness in my heart i just need to ignore, i guess. Wish there were an iggy button for THAT.In an age of life when everyone has raised their , divorced and are ready to play,Im just getting started,terribly behind in life as usual.Wanting a mate and life partner, an ear to whisper good night to.A morning kiss.It seems too much to ask.Duty keeps me,preserves me, yet when my labor is done,leaving me unfulfilled, knowing i cannot diminish the ravages of time, for my loved one, where shall i be? This I fear, that when i am done, there shall be nothing here to keep me from following her, to oblivion.

lustpassion030 45M/40F
19 posts
5/23/2007 6:31 am

 *HUGS* You'll find her sweetie. Don't give up.


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