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Blogs > rm_realcuck > Making of a Sexual toy/Cuck

The List part 2  

rm_realcuck 55T
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10/27/2012 12:19 am
The List part 2

I thought the list was coming along nicely. I had been taking the hormones regularly for about four months. I had finished with my facial hair removal appointments. I was nearly done with my name change and I sucked off a stranger in a men's room.

I even had plans to do two more on the list quite quickly but something caused everything to come to a screeching halt.

One day soon after my oldest started middle school, he came home very upset. It took some time of asking "what is wrong?" but he finally let it out. He was angry at me. As it turned out some were teasing him about me.

They wanted to know what it was like having two mothers. I should have known that dressing like a woman long enough around town would drag other people into our business.

I tried to explain about transgendered people but that only seemed to upset him more and this caused a furious outburst. "Why can't you just be normal."

I did not know what else to say, instead I just walked into my bedroom to find something more "normal" to wear. It was difficult but found a pretty normal shirt and jeans to wear.

I stripped and ripped up my blouse, sat down on the edge of the bed and cried. I decided I needed to go out and buy some more manly clothes to wear in public and around the house.

After some time I did calm down. I felt silly dressed the way I was but I was dedicated to limit my public appearances as a woman for the sake of my family.

When Dawn came home she could see how upset I was so she agreed to talk to him when she had the chance.

After a couple of weeks of me wearing men's clothes I thought I was going to explode so to get my mind off it all I decided to go ahead and do something else on my list.

Even though I was a toy, a sissy and a cuckold, I did scheme and plan. I always think things though when I am given an order and I plan the least objectionable way to carry that order out. So yes I planned out my list very well.

Saturday we were having lunch with Jaclyn. And since she lived all the way across town I used that opportunity to dress like a slut. Short skirt, cotton panties and heels. While getting ready I was surprised to find that my A cup bra no longer fit so I had that gong for me.

When we got to Jaclyn's place she served us a drink and as she handed me my drink I looked her in the eyes,"Will you pee in my mouth?"

At first she looked surprised but that was replaced by the look of anger. She yanked me by the hair and then slapped me. "Do you think this is a joke? Don't you dare try to find an easy way out, do you hear me?"

For a moment it looked as though my wife would come to my defense but she remained silent until we left for the cafe. "I love you baby." She said as she took my hand.

Well that struck down one of the two things I had planned. But there was a reason I wore a short skirt and cotton panties to lunch.

We always ate at the restaurant down the ally and around the corner and we always walked their from Jaclyn's.

We had pizza while I drank nearly a pitcher of water. If I were going to accomplish item number 6 (wet myself in public) I was going to make sure I would be able to do it.

We were not even halfway done with lunch when I was tempted to excuse myself to the ladies room but I held back. I had it all planned out and going then would have screwed it all up. Instead I crossed my legs and waited for everyone to finish.

It was killing me. I honestly felt like my bladder would burst but eventually I found us walking down the secluded ally, back towards Jaclyn's.

I slowed down enough to attempt to pee. My wife turned first and noticed a few drips coming from beneath my skirt. "Wait,wait, he is doing it." Dawn said to Jaclyn. Jaclyn turned just in time to see the drips become a stream.

"No way!" She said as she approached, put her hand under my skirt and squeezed. I had only planned a little, just enough for them to know I had done what I was told but it was like a flood gate had opened and I could not stop.

Jaclyn's hand on my penis made it worse. It spread everywhere and had started to run down my leg. I have to admit though, although I had wet myself a couple of times, it had never been this sexual before.

So I just enjoyed it while it lasted. When the stream became a drip Jaclyn removed her hand from my penis and wiped it on the back of my skirt.

So I had planned it out perfectly first lunch and then pee, and then return home. Except I was not in charge. Jaclyn saw what I had done as she said "purposely limit my humiliation." So instead of going home we were on our way to the store to pick up some milk, bread and lunch meat.

Lucky for me they decided it would be enough to stop at a store around there rather than around our house. Jaclyn ran inside and got a plastic bag and laid it out on the back seat. And then we were off to the store.

The thing is our big town was not so big after all. I knew when we pulled into the mini mart there was someone there I did NOT want to see.

A guy I had dumped years ago to be in a real cuckold relationship.

I tried to hide but eventually Andy caught me. "Hey Kristy."

"Hey Andy, how have you been?"

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