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You Start Over, Single Again
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You Start Over, Single Again It's a hard thing to do. Start Over. But when it comes you have to embrace it like an old friend who was once away for a very long extended vacation. New tales of afar and close. New adventures. people and the women.....ohhh the women, those beautiful, sensuous, women. Will it be hard to move on, to carry on, to touch another. YES, maybe, and definitely in my future. Time to enjoy what I've worked so hard to achieve. I have made one very large decision. I am going back to university. Part time, online, and it will take me more than 5 years at 20 hours a week, but no more than 7....times up. At a cost of $9,600. When I am done, complete, solid and secure. You may ask why so damn long. Well the answer is I still have a sole proprietorship to work and a regular position within my industry that will afford me to rise up quickly. No not ego or vanity and definitely not arrogance. Skills, knowledge, a willingness and ability to upgrade at a cost. with that the little extra project will become internal law, policy, a directive. I only see one issue now......being alone and with no one to share it with. She could have been there. However she broke the rules. Yes you all know what I am referring. We are here for what we want. We are here to get our needs. We are here for external pleasure and fantasy, internal peace acceptance and love. And we have rules. Very good rules and ancient,, since the dawn of time.. If committed and in a relationship those rule are near and dear. They may be different for everybody, but that how the genre of this life works. So what do you do when broken 3 times in 45 suns. Non sexual, more internal, all very vital. In my case the trust was broken, the bond busted, the glue gone. Things that when the relationship is as new and fresh as mountain spring water coming off the side, what do your do. The Decision. You tried to sleep on it but you can't what's the use, your awake, frustrated, hurt, betrayed, broken and spent....upset and alone again even though she is still right there, you can see her breathing. cute breaths coming from that beautiful face you love, and you still love. But once broken and betrayed a weld never is as strong as original material. It’s merely a bandaid to cover an open wound of pain and misguided actions. So you make that decision. You pack will she sleeps. You Dear Jane pen on paper, fold it up nicely and put your hand on the handle. Creaking hinges may wake and the escape will not clean but then will become muddy and murky load and crying. Out the door alive, take that deep breath. Sadness does come over but relieved by a smile and the sun hitting the face. Back home, well hello house, How I have missed you. You Start Over, Single Again April Wine – Slow Poke I got somethin' to keep you satisfied So won't you excuse me, while I slip inside I ain't gonna rush things, you know I ain't no speed freak And I like to take my time whenever I eat Cause I'm just a slow poke, uh-huh, with long strokes I said I'm just a slow poke, baby And I like to take my time, poke on I'd like to see you with the lights turned down And I'd like to see you when you go down I'm gonna be there, right by your side I'm just gonna hang on, and let you take me for a ride So how 'bout a slow poke, uh-huh, with long strokes I said how 'bout a slow poke, baby I like to take my time, alright I'd like to poke you right here on the floor I ain't gonna stop none, till I hear you call for more Then I'm gonna tease you till you're ready to scream Then I'm gonna please you, it's gonna seem like a dream So how 'bout a slow poke, uh-huh, with long strokes I said how 'bout a slow poke, baby I like to take my time, poke on  |
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