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Blogs > rm_DarknStar > Sticks & Stones
Sticks & Stones
  
My Cyber Notebook..


*Daily doodle*
No Guarantees,
I have sudden moods swings!
So I write what comes to
My Little Freakin Mind!

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no time.......
Posted:Aug 31, 2007 5:49 am
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2007 4:22 am
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Im not dead, just busy......

The everyday bullshit we must put up with to live!......Headed south for the holiday weekend. Be back on Monday and I might tell ya about it and whats been going on. Until then Have a Great Holiday Weekend

Be Good and Be Safe!!
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Tease on Tuesday........
Posted:Aug 21, 2007 4:36 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2007 7:44 am
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I took off this morning with fallinstrgazer. First stop to put gas in fallins car to make the trip to see *C*.

While at the gas station I bought $4 worth of lottery tickets and turned that into a $100.

Got to Putmanville to see *C*. and He tells me that he had his first substain abuse class, before I had gotten there......YIPPEE!.......With *C* going to these classes and finishing them he will get time cuts off his sentencing.

I have told him to take all the classes he CAN....I want him HOME!

and Anyway...with *C* going to his classes. They will move him to a different dorm.

The dorm he is in now. He hates it, its to dark (if ya know what I mean) ...and they are ripping him off and going to make him buy shit off them to keep his life and shit like that.......Thank you God for gettin him into these classes and moving him.....He dont need to be in there with all the dark!

So anyway,.....I had a GREAT day with *C*.....I got to kiss him a few more times than the first visit (oh how I would love to _____) huh ...and to hold his hand and tease the fuck out of him. I LOVE that. I was doing alittle biten on his knuckles and licking his fingers and all I had looking at me was those "baby blue eyes" and a set of lips saying "Im in trouble" .........Bring it on MR.

I had 2 great hours with him. and It sucks when I have to leave him. But all and all in good time. We will be with eachother!!

So we (me and fallin) leave the prison and back to that $100 lottery ticket, burning a hole in my pocket.

I brought up that I had never ate at Joes Crab Shack...soooo thats where me and fallin ended up. Eating at Joes and gettin the crabs

Really she (fallin) had steak and at seafood store.....Freak.....and I had shrimp, fish and clams!!....and we shared this dessert call Banana Foster....that topped the meal and left me bloated...But its was good!!

Thats my Tuesday!

Have a Good One
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prisoner of love...
Posted:Aug 21, 2007 6:06 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:5 pm
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Well Im off.....
Its that every other Tuesday, again......
I get to see my
Baby
*C*
today!
Wish us luck...
for its me and [blog fallinstrgazer]
off on a roadtrip,
across the state to
see an inmate!

Have a Good Day
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glad its over...
Posted:Aug 17, 2007 5:35 am
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2007 5:27 am
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Oh God its "TGIF" again....

Been a bad week around here this week. I guess thats why I havent blogged much.

*C* made me mad on Mondays call and I have carried the hurt all week. I get to talk to him tonight...."settle the score"

But with *C* pissing me off, I called his mom and talked to her awhile. Well that made me feel better..."alittle"

But with *C* complaining about the pictures I was sending him. Well I stopped sending them. If hes going to bitch about them....sorry about his luck, I wont send anymore!.....

Oh and my car overheated on Monday evening. I HATE THAT...I hate it when my car is down...Having car trouble dont make me a nice person. ....and anyway I melted the heads off my car a year ago. I sure DONT want to do that again!

So then on Tuesday....I did something to my right knee. Its swelled like a little basketball. and I dont even know what I did to it...It sucks walking on cement allday at work. But I eat some pain pills and force myself to go on.I gotta pay the bills and sittin on ass wont get that done..

Wednesday.,.still fighting with knee...

Thursday.....knee still swelled, but them pain pills seem to make it better

and this morning, gettin the in the car to take hubby to work. I spilled HOT coffee on my left tit....Thats was HOT!!...Damn dog..

and my biggest peeve....When gettin back home from taking hub to work. My neighbors have there dogs out for there morning shit......Well thats nice and all...BUT make them shit in there own yard. I dont let my shit in other peoples yard, I just want the same respect!!...Fucking neighbors!

Actually I was being a bitch and standing in my own yard bitching LOUDLY so the neighbor would hear me. and she did call her back.....But then I was yelling take his shit with you.

I live in a trailer court with 9 other trailers. I live on Lot 1 and for the others fuck'em...Dont bother me and I sure WONT bother you.

Well Im off to work..6 hours and off for the weekend!!...."yippee"

Have a Great Friday, Ya'll
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hot hot hot.....
Posted:Aug 10, 2007 5:17 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2007 4:55 am
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God Damnit....Just seen the weather report and it looks like NO relief from the HEAT. They said it was going to be 90 PLUS all next week toooo....Damn trailer living! Thats what I get for livin cheap!

Looks like Ill be spending more time under my big ole maple tree or just say fuck it and go to bed early. I DO have AC in my bedroom....Damn I got to get a good night sleep, before meeting up with the assholes at work

Anyway......

"TGIF"


One more day..and Im off for the weekend! Yippee skippy....sit at home, watch the dirty dishes stack up, it tooo damn hot to do the damn things

Thinking about loading the dirty dishes in the car, run through the carwash with the windows rolled down.....Would that get the dishes clean? I wonder!
Have a great weekend...

I would say...Try and stay cool....Well do the best ya can!
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hell...had NO hold on me.....
Posted:Aug 8, 2007 5:12 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2007 4:56 am
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Good Morning on this HOT ass Wednesday!

Here in Indiana its the 9th day of 90 degree temps or better. Damnit I live in a trailer. Its like a oven in here in the evening time.

I do spend ALOT of time under a tree in my yard, I have told peeps in my house Im going to move the computer to the yard under that big old maple tree.

Soooo.....

I went to the prison yesterday and see my Baby *C*. and It was AWESOME I got to hug and kiss him. Hold his hand for 2 hours and talk to him for real and not have to worry about someone taping our conversation.

I teased the hell out of *C*. While sittin there talking to him I would lick on his fingers and move my tongue across my lips. give him a wink and flirt some MORE!

Me...bad girl....No way....

Its was funny the picture I posted yesterday. Well thats the first thing I saw when I got there. All that freakin fence with the barbwire all around it.

It was an experience to go to the prison and actually it when easier than I thought.

So for now Im Happy and in a good mood. I guess all I needed was to see my Baby and touch him.

Ya'll have a great day and stay cool. I gotta go to work alittle later.

See ya around!!
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going to hell today.......
Posted:Aug 7, 2007 5:13 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2007 4:57 am
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Good Tuesday to ya'll

Just stopped by to let ya know Im headed to HELL today.

[blog Fallinstrgazer] and I are going on a roadtrip. We are headed to the prison to see *C*.

Im nervous as hell, I have never been to a prison before. County jails aint nothing like going into a prison.

I get to touch *C* today, damn its been along time since I got to do THAT. Actually the last time I touched him was April 16th. I have a feeling Im going to cry like a bitch, when I see him. I havent seen him since the first of June. So this roadtrip is long DUE!!

So for now Wish me and fallin luck in our travel today.

and If ya dont hear from me, I guess you can say prison kept me...but all I got to say...THEY BETTER NOT!.......

Have a Good Tuesday!


Ill post later and tell ya about my trip!
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Oh hummmm....
Posted:Aug 6, 2007 5:50 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2007 4:37 pm
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I have a conscious, *Finely*

My Saturday night didnt go as well as I thought it was going to go. But then again I didnt really want to go. But I did, just to see how far things would go.

Well we got to the motel about 230 in the afternoon and I was to spend the night there with him.

WELL I left a 830 that evening. What the fuck, we laid in that there bed for 6 hours and he never never touched me. OH but he got two blow jobs while we were there.

BUT damn, Im not going to just suck on a cock and get nothing in return, FUCK THAT!

So I left and I havent heard from him. Damn old friends think there going to take advantage of ME!.....Fuck No there NOT

Damn Im a bad girl....One for leaving the guy in the room and two skipping out to play behind *C* back. NEVER AGAIN!

I have learn from my dealing around other guys I cant do the things I use to do. My heart, mind and soul is always thinking about *C*.

DAMNIT....I really think I have done it this time and fell in love with a man I cant get to at the moment. I guess my heart and feelings will have to wait. Wait on *C* to be returned to me.

Falling in love sucks. But I have done it, and I need to accept it and not try and find something else to do while he is away.

For I might hurt someone along the way. and there for I didnt mean to. I was just trying to see if my feelings for *C* were true.

Well I guess they are, because life just hasnt been the same, since *C* came into my life!!

Ill live a lonely world and WITHOUT, until he returns......I love him that much.

I just need to QUIT fucking around and accept this and live with it!

Life sucks biggins...BUT...It does go on!

Have a Great Monday!


Its raining here and MUCH needed and I have to go to work......Yippee Skippy!
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old friend......
Posted:Aug 4, 2007 9:22 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:5 pm
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Wow, Im so thankful its the weekend!!

WHooohooo!

Really just checking in. To see how everyone is doing.

Last Tuesday while being a good girl at work. One of my old friends stopped by and caught me by surprise.

Besides me and him having to go to eachothers jobs during this last week. Well me and him having been inseperable.

You know catching up on all the old times and the times we have missed all through the years.

OOPS..Maybe I have been alittle naughty this week.

I did tell him, that back in 95, when he caught me at another job I had. That I thought he was HOT!....But I never thought I had any chance with him like that (SEX).

Well...we both know that I am very attached to someone else (*C*) and I talk to him all the time about *C*.

So I have my eyes wide open at the moment and just lettin the good times roll and just rolling with them .

Damn did ya thing I was going to give up playing, while *C* was off doin his time in prison. Fuck NO I NOT...I didnt put *C* in there...So Im going to have fun while I can.

Damn does that make me a bitch?

OH fucking well!......You only live once.

Have a Great Weekend

Im going to go play with an old friend


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07-30-07...my day
Posted:Jul 30, 2007 5:40 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2007 4:37 pm
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If you know me,
you know I dont do Mondays well.
and today I have to share
that feeling with my
birthday rights.
Happy
ass
Birthday
to
ME!
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thats my life.....
Posted:Jul 28, 2007 5:11 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:5 pm
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I got to hear my baby's voice (*C*) last night on the phone. I about shit my pants

The last time I had gotten to talk to him, was July 6th.

and last night....WOW....

What a Mood Changer...

Lucky for the ones thats livin in the trailer with me.

I been kinda moody these last couple of weeks. I dont know if its the lack of *C* (not by his own doin, but the STATE).'

But this b*t*h I have to relieve when I go to work. She leaves my kitchen, in a bacon greasy ass mess and I HATE IT and it drives me NUTS.

Really *P* is great as a friend and someone to talk to at work. BUT When she is in the kitchen. I cant stand her. and to top it all off. *P* is now my assistane manager. She took a step up on me. Now how safe, are the things I tell her? I Wonder!

Ok...So thats life in my Fast Lane......

and you wonder why I always admit Im Crazy

Have a good one!!
Tootles
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long days.......without......
Posted:Jul 24, 2007 5:33 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2007 6:00 am
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Good Day....

MAYBE..
Just sittin here reading blogs and drink the morning eye opener.

I got to giggle this morning and gave a Thank-You, that I meant with all my heart. Thanks again.

But I sit here and feel guilty.

I sit here and wait on a man that I cant get to at the moment. The state has him and I miss him with ALL my heart.

I have my ups and downs and I look for ways to pass my time away from him.

Looking for something to do, to make the time go faster between us.

For one day....We will be together again.

But until then....Life goes on.

Have a Good Tuesday!
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trash......my world
Posted:Jul 22, 2007 6:39 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2007 6:00 am
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Good Morning

Yesterday was different kinda of day. It left me in a mood of the bummin stage.

You know I would be the first one to call myself "Trash". BUT When someone else calls me that. Well it dont set with me all that good.

Yesterday I went out to my old *FB* house and before I left there, he had called me trash. I didnt know what to say.

It left me pissed and empty, a kinda numb feeling.

All I have ever done for this man is try and be a friend to him as well as his cock sucking .

But after the trash word came out I thought fuck you buddy. Find someone else to suck your cock.

There for I grabbed all my stuff that I had left there from times before and now I dont have to go back. Its up to him , if I do or not.

Cold hearted man and yes I meet him on this website 2 years ago and We have been fuck buddies all this time, well off and on. Only when HE is horny and wants it.

This man has said other things to me that has put me over an edge. I dont understand why he said it but he did and the damage is done.

I even stopped and took out 4 brownies and 3 choc chunk cookies to him.(I make them at work and there the bomb). Well I hope he chokes on them.

So for now Im hangin in a blue mood. I thought a good night sleep would make me feel better. Um No I still feel down and out.

Just take me out to the curb on Monday. Out with the other "trash".

.
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