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I Dreamed a Dream
Posted:Dec 25, 2012 6:26 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2012 6:30 pm
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There was a time when women were kind. When their voices were soft, and their words inviting. There was a time when love was blind, and the world was a song. And the song was exciting. There was a time. Then it all went wrong.

I dreamed a dream in time gone by. When hope was high, and life worth living. I dreamed that love would never die. I dreamed that God would be forgiving. Then I was young and unafraid. And dreams were made and used and wasted. There was no ransom to be paid. No song unsung, no wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night. With their voices soft as thunder. As they tear your hope apart. As they turn your dream to shame.

She slept a summer by my side. She filled my days with endless wonder. She took my kindness in her stride. But she was gone when autumn came.

And still I dream she'll come to me. That we will live the years together. But there are dreams that cannot be. And there are storms we cannot weather.

I had a dream my life would be So different from this hell I'm living. So different now from what it seemed.

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.
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Last Christmas
Posted:Dec 21, 2012 12:34 pm
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2012 6:03 pm
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Last Christmas, I gave you my heart. But the very next day you gave it away. This year, to save me from tears. I'll give it to someone special.

Once bitten and twice shy. I keep my distance. But you still catch my eye. Tell me, baby, Do you recognize me? Well, It's been a year, It doesn't surprise me.

(Merry Christmas)

I wrapped it up and sent it. With a note saying, "I love you," I meant it. Now I know what a fool I've been. But if you kissed me now. I know you'd fool me again.

A crowded room, Friends with tired eyes. I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice. My god I thought you were someone to rely on. Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart. A man under cover but you tore me apart. Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart (I gave you my heart). A man under cover but you tore him apart. Maybe next year I'll give it to someone.

I'll give it to someone special.

Special...Someone...
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Blow me 1 last KISS
Posted:Dec 14, 2012 10:52 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2012 8:24 am
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White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight. Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight. Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears. I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you.

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much. I think this might be it for us. Blow me one last KISS.

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit. My head is spinning so blow me one last KISS.

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day. Have you had a shit day? We've had a shit day. I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss. I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last KISS.

I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did. Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left. No more sick whiskey dick, no more battles for me.. You'll be calling your guy, 'cause you'll no longer sleep.. I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone. I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home.

Blow me one last KISS!

I will do what I please, anything that I want. I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all. You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear. All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear.

So just blow me one last Sweet KISS! {=}
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Melt my heart to stone
Posted:Dec 7, 2012 6:58 pm
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2012 9:19 pm
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Right under my feet there's air made of bricks. Pulls me down turns me weak for you. I find myself repeating like a broken tune. And I'm forever excusing your intentions. And I give in to my pretendings. Which forgive you each time. Without me knowing. They melt my heart to stone.

And I hear your words that I made up. You say my name like there could be an us. I best tidy up my head. I'm the only one in love. I'm the only one in love.

Each and every time I turn around to leave. I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed. So desperately I try to link it with my head. But instead I fall back to my knees. As you tear your way right through me. I forgive you once again. Without me knowing. You've burnt my heart to stone.

And I hear your words that I made up. You say my name like there could be an us. I best tidy up my head. I'm the only one in love. I'm the only one in love.

Why do you steal my hand. Whenever I'm standing my own ground. You build me up, then leave me dead.

Well I hear your words you made up. So I say your name like there could be an us. I best tidy up my head. I'm the only one in love. I'm the only one in love.
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Rollin in the Deep
Posted:Nov 30, 2012 9:49 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2012 8:47 am
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There's a fire starting in my heart. Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark. Finally I can see you crystal clear. Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare. See how I leave with every piece of you. Don't underestimate the things that I will do.

The scars of your love remind me of us. They keep me thinking that we almost had it all. The scars of your love, they leave me breathless. I can't help feeling. We could have had it all.

Rolling in the deep. You had my heart inside of your hand. And you played it, to the beat.

Baby, I have no story to be told. But I've heard one on you. And I'm gonna make your head burn. Think of me in the depths of your despair. Make a home down there. As mine sure won't be shared.

We could have had it all. Rolling in the deep. You had my heart inside of your hand. But you played it, with a beating.

Throw your soul through every open door. Count your blessings to find what you look for. Turn my sorrow into treasured gold. You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow.
We could have had it all.
We could have had it all.
It all, it all, it all.

We could have had it all.
Rolling in the deep.
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it to the beat.

You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.
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Foolish Games
Posted:Nov 21, 2012 10:55 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 5:35 am
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You took your coat off and stood in the rain. You're always crazy like that. And I watched from my window. Always felt I was outside looking in on you. You're always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair. You were fashionably sensitive. But too cool to care. You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say. Besides some comment on the weather.

Well in case you failed to notice. In case you failed to see. This is my heart bleeding before you. This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart. And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart.

You're always brilliant in the morning, Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee. Your philosophies on the world moved you. You loved life you'd speak of your loved ones. As I clumsily tried to find ways not to sound the fool.

You'd teach me of honest things. Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean. I hid my soiled hands behind my back. Somewhere along the line, I must've got off track with you.

Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else. Somebody who gave a damn. Somebody more like myself.

These foolish games are tearing me apart. And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart.

You took your coat off. Stood in the rain.

You're always crazy like that.
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the last time
Posted:Nov 5, 2012 6:02 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2012 6:04 am
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I find myself at your door. Just like all those times before. I’m not sure how I got there. All roads they lead me here.

I imagine you are home. In your room, all alone. And you open your eyes into mine. And everything feels better.

I'm right before your eyes, I'm breaking. No thoughts, no reasons why. Just you and me…

This is the last time I’m asking you this. Put my name at the top of your list. This is the last time I’m asking you why. You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye…

I find yourself at my door. Just like all those times before. You wear your best apology. But I was there to watch you leave.

And all the times I let you in. Just for you to go again. Disappear when you come back. And leave me wondering why we return to this place.

I'm right before your eyes. I'm aching. Run fast, nowhere to hide, Just you and me…

This is the last time I’m asking you this is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye…

This is the last time you tell me I’ve got it wrong.

This is the last time I say it has been you all along.

This is the last time I let you in my door.

This is the last time don’t hurt me anymore.

This is the last time I’m asking you this. Put my name at the top of your list. This is the last time I’m asking you why. You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

This is the last time I’m asking you.

Last time I’m asking you.

Last time I’m asking you this.
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I need a new direction in life
Posted:Oct 26, 2012 5:28 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 5:35 am
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I've tried playing it cool. Girl when I'm looking at you. I can never be brave. Cause you make my heart race.

Shot me out of the sky. You're my Kryptonite. You keep making me weak.. Yeah, frozen and can't breathe.

Some things gotta give now. Cause I'm dying just to make you see. That I need you here with me now. Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head. And fall into my arms instead. I don't, I don't, don't know what it is. But I need that one thing. And you've got that one thing.

Now I'm climbing the walls. But you don't notice at all. That I'm going out of my mind. All day and all night.

Some things gotta give now. Cause I'm dying just to see you again. I need you here with me now. Cause you've got that one thing.

So get out, get out, get out of my head. And fall into my arms instead. I don't, I don't, don't know what it is. But I need that one thing. So get out get out get out of my mind. And come on come into my life. I don't, I don't, don't know what it is. But I need that one thing. And you've got that one thing

You've got that one thing.
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Listen to your heart
Posted:Oct 24, 2012 1:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2012 11:33 pm
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I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems, the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
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Against the odds
Posted:Oct 4, 2012 10:41 pm
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2012 11:32 pm
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How can I just let you walk away?

Just let you leave without a trace.

When I stand here taking every breath with you Ooo oo. You're the only one who really knew me at all.

How can you just walk away from me?

When all I can do is watch you leave.

Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space. And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face. Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space. And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face.

I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why. You're the only one who really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space. And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face. Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space. But to wait for you, that's all I can do and that's what I've got to face. Take a good look at me now, 'cos I'll still be standing here. And you coming back to me is against all odds. That's the chance I've got to take, oh, oho

Just take a look at me now.
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I won't give up
Posted:Sep 13, 2012 1:24 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2012 1:28 pm
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When I look into your eyes. It's like watching the night sky. Or a beautiful sunrise. There's so much they hold. And just like them old stars. I see that you've come so far. To be right where you are. How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love.

I'm still looking up.

And when you're needing your space. To do some navigating. I'll be here patiently waiting.. To see what you find.

'Cause even the stars they burn. Some even fall to the earth. We've got a lot to learn. God knows we're worth it. No, I won't give up.

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily. I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use. The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake. And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend. For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn. We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in. I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not. And who I am.

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love.
I'm still looking up.

Still looking up.
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What “He’s too nice to date!” really means
Posted:Sep 4, 2012 1:40 pm
Last Updated:Sep 4, 2012 5:49 pm
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Somewhere up there with the dreaded “I need some space” lies “you’re too nice” — which is possibly one of the most annoying phrases ever uttered in the dating world. What does it mean? Is it some kind of code for “I’m dumping you?” The unfortunate thing is that one little phrase can have potentially dozens of different meanings — especially when it comes from a woman’s mouth. “We don’t reject guys because they are nice,” confides Claudia Maittlen-Harris, 33, the writer and comedian in Los Angeles. “Often, ‘nice’ is our code for needy, boring, insecure, socially awkward or bad in bed. We’re just too nice to say it.” If you’ve just been blown off by a woman into the friend zone with a Nice Bomb, read on for an explanation…

Meaning #1: “You’re too safe and predictable for me.” “When a woman tells someone, ‘you’re too nice,’ what she really means is that she wants a man who is a little more adventurous and risky,” explains Dr. Miro Gudelsky , a Manhattan-based sex therapist. “She is being polite. Instead of saying, ‘You have no sex appeal’ or ‘You will never get my juices flowing,’ she wiggles out of that uncomfortable space by presenting the other person in a ‘It’s not you, it’s me’ light. It’s a question of swagger.”

Meaning #2: “You’re kind of boring.” “‘You’re too nice’ could mean many things, but most commonly, it’s ‘you don’t stimulate me mentally enough,’ i.e., ‘you’re too boring,’” says Paula Hall , coauthor ofImproving Your Relationship For Dummies. “It is definitely one of those expressions meant to imply you don’t have a long-term romantic future together.” So what should you do when you hear this line from a woman? “If you have been 100% yourself, don’t change,” advises Hall. “Don’t try and act tough and unreliable in an effort to seem less ‘nice,’ because it will almost certainly backfire — and it won’t ring true for either of you.”

Meaning #3: “I don’t deserve you.” Not everyone is used to kind behavior from the opposite sex; perhaps you’re freaking her out by being a gentleman on dates. “Because of her past experiences — family/boyfriends/etcetera — she could think that she doesn’t deserve to have someone be nice to her,” says Christine Baumgartner , a dating coach in Laguna Niguel, CA. Either she’ll get used to being treated with respect and kindness over time, or you’ll have to find someone to date who feels more comfortable with your chivalrous ways.

Meaning #4: “Your personality seems passive.” “When she says, ‘You’re too nice,’ it could mean: ‘I’m not sure that you have ambition. I’m not sure you have the ability to stand up for yourself,’” offers Sharon Gilchrest O’Neill , a family therapist in Mount Kisco, NY and author ofA Short Guide to a Happy Marriage. The woman who says this to a man might be worried that he won’t be an equal partner in a long-term relationship. “You’re encouraging me to keep on being a brat that walks all over you simply because I know that I can,” agrees Alisha Young, 26, an online content strategist in Sydney, Australia. “I don’t need that; I need a relationship based on respect and mutual accountability — and so do you.”

Meaning #5: “You can’t seem to make a decision on your own.” “In researching my book, I couldn’t even count the number of single women who told me how frustrated they are with nice guys who ask them out and then can’t even decide where to go for a cup of coffee,” relates Elliott Katz , author ofBeing the Strong Man a Woman Wants. “When they finally get to a place, he wants her to choose where they will sit. He’s being too nice! She wants a man who can make a decision and show his share of leadership skills.” Women tend to get frustrated with men who always wait for them to take the lead on dates. “Having to make all of the decisions all of the time is both tiring and annoying,” confirms Dawn Dolobowsky, 32, a graduate student in Seattle, WA. “Speak up! If I don’t agree with your opinions, it’s better for us to find out sooner rather than later, right".

Meaning #6: “I’d rather not corrupt an innocent man.” “It’s my younger self’s cop-out way of saying, ‘I’m not sexually attracted to you because you’re not sophisticated enough for me,’” explains Amber W., a saleswoman in Arkansas. “Mainly, [it’s meant] for someone with limited life experience... because I’d rather not corrupt the innocent — at least, notthatinnocent.”

Meaning #7: “You’re giving me too much power right away.” “It means you don’t have an opinion [of your own] and let me choose everything,” says Katelyn Ludwig , 22, a public relations professional in Thousand Oaks, CA. “There’s no compromise, no differences; it means that you’re a pushover.” Ceding power too easily to your date is a major turn-off for most women. “When women say: ‘He’s too nice,’ they typically mean that a man has no boundaries; in other words, it means a woman feels like she has too much control in a way that makes her feel uncomfortable with that guy,” says Jordan Harbinger, a relationship expert in Los Angeles who runs TheArtofCharm.com . “It’s not that women me don’t like nice men,” insists Clay Andrews, 29, a relationship counsel. “They just don’t want to feel like they have complete control over you. [You’ve got to be] comfortable asserting your boundaries and saying ‘no’ once in a while when she tests you.”

Meaning #8: “I’m not nearly as nice of a person as you seem to be.” Dating involves a series of judgments, and one of the things that a woman must determine about the new man in her life is their moral compatibility. If she says you’re too nice, she might just mean you’re not lining up with her own behaviors. She’s basically saying, “I fear you will prevent me from being myself, because I am less nice than I imagine you to be,” explains Patty Newbold, 59, a marriage educator in Doylestown, PA.

Meaning #9: “I am a bit too immature to appreciate a guy like you.” “She means, ‘I haven’t grown up enough to know that nice guys make better boyfriends than bad boys do’ just yet,” says Natasha Burton , coauthor of The Little Black Book of Red Flags. “As women mature, they realize that dating a guy who is nice— as in, he’s dependable and treats them with kindness — is actually something they should both want and deserve in a partner.”

By Laura Schaefer
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Gravity
Posted:Jul 26, 2012 5:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2012 3:04 pm
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Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do. I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much. Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall. I'm just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong. But you touch me for a little while. And all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall.. I'm just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees. As I try to make you see. That you're everything I think I need. Here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe. Though I can't seem to let you go. The one thing that I still know. Is that you're keeping me down. You're keeping me down.

You're on to me, on to me and all over. Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long.
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