My Inadequacies A Poem
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Posted:Jun 9, 2019 9:37 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2019 9:38 pm
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Did you ever find yourself
Wanting the attention
Of someone else
If the one you really want
Is not available?
What is the thought
Behind such an urge?
That anyone will do
When one is all alone?
It is not about making
The wanted person jealous
At least in my case.
It is knowing that
Someone finds me worthwhile
To spend their attention on.
I am not worthless after all.
I have such doubts
I have such a hole in my heart
From years of being thought
Unworthy and inferior.
The latest one whose treatment
And attitude have added
To my list of woes
He may or may not
Be redeemable.
Time will tell.
But there is the added rub!
For my lack of confidence
Does not lend itself
To attractiveness.
Far from it.
It is the opposite.
It is a display of weakness
That only those
With caring and understanding
Can countenance.
Who can allay my fears
And offer reassurance
That far from inadequate
I am just or more
Than enough!
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House Of Light A Poem
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Posted:Jun 9, 2019 9:13 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2019 9:14 pm
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House of Light Written in 20
I am your beacon,
I am your house of light.
I beckon you
But you stay away.
I will remain forever lonely.
I cannot leave this place.
I am stuck like cement.
You see me
You wave
You say thank you
For pointing the hazards
But for your hard work
I cannot repay you with company.
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Less Bleak A Poem
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Posted:Jun 9, 2019 8:17 pm
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2020 10:25 pm
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What do I know?
I have no clue
When it comes to
Keeping a man's interest.
It is not something
I have had had
Much success with.
I am good in the novelty phase.
Guys appreciate my
Willingness to please.
But then the novelty wears off
And off they go
To greener pastures,
To use a well known phrase.
I will sleep on it.
Maybe in the morning
The landscape will be
Less bleak
As when the weather clears.
My outlook matching
And I have renewed
Joie de vivre.
And optimism.
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To Hear This From Him A Poem
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Posted:Jun 8, 2019 10:31 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2019 1:06 pm
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He said looking at my face
Made him hard
And aroused.
I dare say
I felt the evidence.
It made me
Make an O with my mouth
And then smile
Ever so wide.
I would bet there was
Also a twinkle in my eyes.
Oh to hear this from him!
How it made me feel
Ever so good.
And that all was right
With the world.
The man I like
Likes me back.
It might be superficial
But it's a start.
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A Nasty And Delicate Subject A Poem
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Posted:Jun 8, 2019 10:24 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2019 8:19 pm
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What to do?
What to do?
When you have an upset stomach
But your partner is new?
How do you deal
With such a situation?
Do you try hard
Not to pass gas?
Go into another room
If you know it is coming?
Alas, I fear I brought
This all upon myself.
I ate something
I should not have
Knowing my history
With this food.
But it is so gosh darn good!
Denying myself the taste
Is so very hard to do!
Now I am paying for it.
Alka Seltzer to the rescue
Added to some seltzer water
If only the bathroom
Were not near the bedroom
I might get rid of something
And feel much better!
A nasty and delicate subject
That best stay under wraps
Unless one has little alternative.
In my case, I am seeking advice.
Does it hurt to ask?
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Taking Place A Poem
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Posted:Jun 8, 2019 9:41 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2019 10:34 pm
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Taking Place Written in 2015
Tomorrow
How it seems so far away,
When if we are sleeping
We barely notice time is taking place.
The sorrow,
Would be in not remembering
The dreams that kept her company.
For you were not there in reality.
The day when it dawns,
It will be refreshing.
A smile arranged like flowers in a vase
Upon her lips.
Who cares if it is crooked or straight?
It matters not!
What matters is that somehow in the night
It became affixed
As the dreams of you were taking shape..
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No One And Done A Poem
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Posted:Jun 8, 2019 11:39 am
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2019 11:18 pm
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I am going to give it
To you good!
Just you wait!
You will be smiling
From ear to ear.
You will be exhausted
From the pace.
You might need
To take a nap.
Which I will allow
With the promise
Of an encore!
No one and done
For me and you.
No way! No how!
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Giving Me A Rain Check A Poem
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Posted:Jun 7, 2019 8:48 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2019 12:41 am
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He says he wants
Some of me.
Oh my did that
Make my heart
Skip a beat!
I was a fool
To delay our date
But that is how I felt
Way too tired
To be good company.
So tomorrow
He is giving me
A rain check.
Although the weather
Is supposed to be great.
It certainly won't hurt
My temperament
If it is sunny!
No, in fact
It might help
Me stay upbeat!
When we see each other
Will we be urgent
With our actions?
Or be more nonchalant
And be slower?
I know what I have pictured!
Kisses upon entering
My kitchen!
My hands splayed
Across his chest.
Then sneaking
His shirt
To touch his furriness
And skin.
What a woman can
Get away with!
Whereas a guy
Doing the same
May seem too forward!
And then,
After we deal with
Some housekeeping
Put drinks and such
In the fridge.
We will adjourn
To the room
Where we will have
You guess!
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Forbearance A Poem
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Posted:Jun 7, 2019 8:29 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2019 9:43 pm
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I almost said what
I really thought
I almost told him
My worries and fears
But somehow I stopped.
Oh dear heaven
Thank you for
The forbearance
That kept me from telling him
Of my negative thinking.
I have a habit
Of projecting my doubts
Thinking others think
Them as well.
When in actuality
They probably have
No clue.
And give me
A perplexed look
When I tell them
What is going on
In my head.
Which lucky for me
Gets me to laugh.
And then I can sigh
In relief
That my doubts really
Were unnecessary.
I can go about my business
With less cares.
Less doubts
And fears.
But never taking
For granted
That they won't reappear.
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My Mental Sinkhole A Poem
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Posted:Jun 7, 2019 7:23 pm
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2019 8:29 pm
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Go with it.
Don't over think it
Which has been
My habit.
My mental sinkhole
For nonchalance.
It is like I need
A constant supply
Of Ativan
Or it's generic
Lorazapam.
Or one of those other
Calming medications.
So my mind relaxes.
Ah yes, meditation.
Would that I remembered
That tried and true mechanism
For easing stress
But it fails me
As I have not a button
Ready to push
It is not ingrained yet.
So that is an idea.
To combat my overzealous thoughts
That seemingly cannot stop
Of their own volition.
I employ techniques
Of meditation.
Voila! Easy eh?
Or is it easier said than done?
My mental sinkhole
Where thoughts are
Just added and thrown in
Would there was an end
And some repair can begin.
Should I pity the crew
That has that task to tackle?
At the very least
I will wish them well.
Getting to the point
Of being casual
And not wound up
Tighter than a top.
That at any moment
Can go spinning
On and on.
That is the goal.
I know eventually
It will stop
But by then
I will be exhausted.
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Advice About My Birthday A Poem
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Posted:Jun 7, 2019 12:45 am
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2019 2:03 pm
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So it will be a delicate subject.
How should I maneuver it?
I am talking about
What I would like
For my upcoming birthday.
I don't want to appear
Too selfish or greedy.
That is not me.
But it would be nice
To celebrate
With the guy
I am basically seeing.
I know he is a caring person.
He has exhibited that trait
On many an occasion.
What I really would like
From him
Is to ask him to bring
Me out to dinner.
It is a place
That has significance
As I went there last year
With a friend who
Has passed away since.
It would be a lot to ask
As he would have to come
Pick me up at my home
And drive me an hour
To this restaurant
Then drive me back.
It would not seem that much
If he lived in my town
But he lives an hour away
In the opposite direction.
In fact he lives only
A few minutes from
The aforementioned restaurant.
He knows how the place
Has a special connection
He knows that it is not just
That my friend had
Brought me there
But it is the name
That lends itself to
Something our fathers shared.
How do I broach
The subject?
I don't have much time
To hatch a plan
As my birthday
Is little more than a week away.
I am not one
For artifice.
I am more often direct
Than passive.
That is why I am
So anxious
And wanting advice.
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So I Am Not Perfect A Poem
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Posted:Jun 6, 2019 11:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2019 2:01 pm
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So I am not perfect.
But I can be perfect
In some things.
I can be perfect
In my affection.
Show him that
I care about him
And his pleasure.
Like I can be
Perfectly receptive
And amenable
When it comes
To lovemaking.
Perfectly in tune
And in rhythm
Matching his.
Like I can be perfect
In having no expectations.
Okay that one
Is a stretch.
I think it would be
More honest to say
That I can be perfect
In my being present
And in the moment.
Letting the day and night
Take their course
Hoping that all goes well
And he wants an encore.
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Save My Horniness For Him A Poem
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Posted:Jun 6, 2019 10:08 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2019 12:32 am
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He told me not
To be too excited.
I questioned what that meant.
Why couldn't I be ?
He responded that he wanted
My horniness saved for him.
Ah now I could see
How his mind worked.
But I offered reassurance
That would be no problem.
For all I had to do
Was think of kissing
And touching
And voila! my horniness
Appeared as if magic!
Now I am going
To have some dreams
With him in them!
How could I not
When he basically
Offered a hypnotic suggestion?
Save my horniness for him?
Oh please!
My supply of that
Is nearly endless!
And the scenarios
I can imagine
Nearly infinite!
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