Company For My Mind. A Poem
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Posted:Jun 3, 2019 10:37 am
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2019 11:41 pm
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Does he know
Where my mind can go?
When it is racing
And of control?
I bet my worldly goods
He would not
And dare not follow.
As it would be
Too hazardous
For his health.
My own private hell
Call it prison
Call it Idaho
The land of nothing
Of worth
Except potatoes?
Pardon the dearth
Of appreciation
For a state
That leaves much
To the imagination.
You see
He has never just
Shown up
At my door
Asking permission
To enter
But then again
I should just
Hold it open
And be welcoming
Ah a visitor!
At long last
Company!
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Ready To Be At Your Service A Poem
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Posted:Jun 2, 2019 9:41 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2019 10:02 pm
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You have the lips
I want to kiss
I dream about them
When you are absent.
You have the body
I want to touch.
Oh dear do I ever want
To run my hands
Over your furry chest!
See a part of you
Perk up
And become swollen.
You have me in knots.
Excitement
And anticipation
Wanting oh yes wanting
To be in your arms.
Experiencing
All you have to offer.
I will be at your
Beck and call .
Just give me a holler
Or even a whisper
My ears and eyes
Will be open and alert!
Ready to be at your service !
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Dreams Making The Light A Poem
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Posted:Jun 2, 2019 9:12 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2019 12:00 am
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Dreams Making The Light Written in 2017
When dreams
Never see the light of day
When they are held bay
Like being
Denied admittance
To their favorite
Amusement park ride
Should all of humanity weep?
For one person's sleep?
For in them lie the dreams
That could have made
Them so very happy.
Thereby they are
Happiness deprived.
If fate and destiny
Are in control
What harsh harsh overlords!
It is true there
Are limited resources
And one cannot always
Get what they want
But cannot a little dream
Be granted a go?
Why oh why
Cannot a dream become?
Yes become real
Unto the light
It is released.
Making light
Given a new meaning.
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Awakened To Love A Poem
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Posted:Jun 2, 2019 9:05 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2019 12:01 am
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Awakened to Love Written in 2015
I need you today.
And yesterday
And tomorrow.
I miss you when
We do not communicate
No words exchanged.
It leaves a void in my soul.
How can it be that you have
Found your way there
Ensconced would be the word for it,
When we have not physically met,
Yet?
It is like your hand
Reached for me
Extended from so far away
And while it has not touched my skin
It has touched something deep within.
You have a name
And many I have come to say
As endearments.
My dear, my darling, honey,
Sweetie,
Someday I want to whisper them
In your ear
As you sleep next to me
As well as the words
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Softly whispered
Hoping they do not wake you
That they reach into your slumber
Like some hypnotic suggestion.
And most of all I want to
Whisper the words
I love you as I shower you with kisses
And that is how I want you to wake
Everyday.
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Ghost And Statue A Poem
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Posted:Jun 2, 2019 9:05 am
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2019 11:43 pm
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Good for you
For seeing through me
Seeing me as the apparition
That I am
Apparently.
Just someone who has
Little place in your reality.
You have your definition
I am fixed and permanent.
Not subject to change
For that requires time.
To which I am denied.
A ghost on one hand
A statue on the other
I am fixed in your mind
As not worthy of
Being in your life.
Was it worth my sacrifice?
My giving of myself
That I have presented
For your view and use?
No. For I am relegated
To that no man's land
Between ghost and statue.
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Sadness A Poem
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Posted:Jun 2, 2019 8:55 am
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2019 12:09 pm
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Sadness
When the sadness hits
When my stomach
Feels it's grip.
A punch and pinch
And tightening.
What am I to do?
Except roll with it?
Should I let it be
All encompassing?
Should I fight it's mastery?
For surely it has
ability
To make me
It's slave.
Or should I welcome it
Like a guest
Who is the opposite?
Unwelcomed but a pest
A necessary visitor
Who you must let enter
As befitting of your
Good manners?
Then when they are done
They take their leave.
Are you lessened?
Are you wiser?
Are you going
To win awards
For your hospitality?
Oh sadness, you traveler
Wherever you go
You are begrudged.
Don't you tire
Of your nature?
Gather no moss
Be not an albatross
Go on, go on
Your rainbow
And your pot of gold
Are to be sought.
A landscape
awaits sadness
Should it just be
Like it's namesake?
A desolate and barren place?
Would sadness feel
At home at long last?
Would it want to stay?
Sadness is not just
A singular sensation.
It has many offspring
And siblings.
The of sadness
Life's burdens
Would they are
Counterbalanced
By happiness.
The Chinese had their number
The ubiquitous yin and yang.
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Future Happiness
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Posted:Jun 1, 2019 10:40 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2019 12:03 am
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I can't help thinking
Of a future with him.
Of activities I would love
To do and participate in.
I can't help thinking
How the affection
Would still be there
Months and even
Years hence.
I can't help thinking
How I could wake up
Everyday to morning sex!
Oh yes!
For this he has a penchant!
Can we say it would
Be a dream come true?
I have often thought
Of it as ideal!
And then sex in the evening
Right before bed.
Or before dinner instead.
Dinner can wait
If we have this other
Hunger to sate.
I know this is more than
Likely a pipe dream.
Cue the sad face.
How could I have
Happiness for any
Length of time?
For heretofore
It has been absent.
And has only made
A brief appearance.
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Ever So Pleasant Lovemaking A Poem
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Posted:Jun 1, 2019 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2019 2:23 pm
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We have been
Pretty standard
In our affection
And lovemaking.
Nothing kinky
In the past few weeks.
We did not need it
So it seems.
All we needed
Was to kiss
And touch
For him to enter
And thrust and thrust.
His rhythm is fine!
Not too hard and fast
In fact I would say
It is just right.
Cue Goldilocks
And her porridge.
Eureka I have found
What would seem to be
My perfect match
In that respect!
In fact he made quiver
I cannot recall when that
Has happened in decades!
It was something that
Has rarely happened to me.
He says a few things
I murmur and moan.
He asks me do I like
Him inside of me
I say yes I love
How he feels!
He looks down at me
I can't help but think
How he is so cute.
He kisses and touches me
Holds my hands
Alternating actions.
This is so pleasant
And pleasurable
And full of passion.
There will come a day
When we make additions
Add some kinkiness
Until then I am enjoying
The pace of our present
And ever so pleasant
Lovemaking.
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My Inner Turmoil About Him A Poem
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Posted:Jun 1, 2019 8:15 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2019 9:26 am
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I felt a pang
In my chest
When he mentioned
His biggest regret.
It was that
He did not fight
To keep his marriage.
mistakes
Flirting with an ex.
Not changing sooner
Not getting counseling
Like his wife wanted.
Remarkably he and she
Have remained friends.
She has a boyfriend
Of a few years now.
He has made changes
For the positive.
His life is pretty good
All around.
He has had a few flings
In the years since his divorce.
One last summer
Who he has spoken
About fondly.
But they weren't meant
For longevity.
Then there is me.
I love his attention.
I love his care
And his kindness.
I just feel that
I will never measure up
To his ex-wife.
So now I am thinking
Should I bother?
Should I continue
To make arrangements
To meet etc?
He has assured me
He is only interested
In seeing one woman
At a time.
Which is a far cry
From some guys
I have encountered.
They jump at any woman
Who says yes
And acquiesces.
My history is littered
With bad choices.
Infatuation
And rejections
Wishes for a good time
Ways to overcome boredom.
So much disappointment.
I really like this guy
I like his demeanor
Affection and lovemaking.
I like what he gives me.
I like that he listens.
I like when he tells me
About himself
And his stories.
But setting myself up
For a heart ache
Something I have done
Time and time again
Is this just going to be
Another case?
It is a fight I will
Undertake internally
I will give little away
Of my inner turmoil.
If I can help it.
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An Eruption A Poem
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Posted:May 30, 2019 11:57 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2019 4:51 pm
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An Eruption Written in 2015
An outward appearance
With hardly a flaw.
But underneath is a volcano
Ready to erupt with lava.
Once upon a time that lava was welcome
As it was full of passion.
It would make new earth were it to flow.
All the way to the ocean.
Now if it were to flow
It would just scorch the earth
And fill the air with sulfur.
Ash would be everywhere.
Dust in one's eyes
No match for one's tears.
This is the time one wishes
Brevity is in the offing.
No prolonged exhibition
Of nature's raw power.
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The Married Woman's Dilemma A Poem
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Posted:May 30, 2019 11:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2019 9:12 pm
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The Married Woman's Dilemma Written in 2015
She has a hole in her life
A void so to speak.
She has a husband
He may be there physically.
But he does not seem to be listening.
She has ideas
And she has dreams
She has a yearning for romance
A yearning for understanding.
The husband he has begun
To take her for granted.
How nice to have a caretaker
Of his many needs.
Someone who feeds him.
Who sleeps with him occasionally.
But this is a two way street
Or at least it was supposed to be.
He could say she is not there for him
Even though she has left many a door open.
He has yet to walk through them
At least neither has slammed the door shut.
She has many male friends
On various websites of social media
She even sees men where she works
And when she goes out.
She wonders if any of them
Would be better than her husband.
They would be missing memories
Some very cherished ones.
They would be missing the deeds
Many a caring hand lent.
But they would also be missing the pain
And that feeling of the doldrums.
She wonders and she yearns,
She wonders if there could be more
She wonders if some other man
Could be hers.
She has yet to take action
For there will be no return.
And while it may seem rosy at first
Or it may even be a disaster,
The vows would be broken.
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Say Hi Before Adieu A Poem
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Posted:May 29, 2019 11:08 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2019 11:04 pm
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Say Hi Before Adieu Written in 2017
He disappears
When I come on line
Is it coincidence?
Or a matter of time?
I might cry
If it is deliberate
I would wonder why?
What have I done?
I am far away
My questions
Can do no harm
Avoiding me
Is pretty easy
You can remain
As you are
And have been
Silent.
You do know
That I have cared
About you
I cared about
Our friendship
I am hoping
That is not through
Or over and done with.
I know I need you
More than you need me
That is very true
And hard to dispute.
But I am hoping
You can remain
A friend still
Even if you have
No time at the moment.
Can you say hi
Before adieu?
A simple question
That requires
A yes or no answer.
If it is not
Too much of a bother
I would appreciate it.
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Saying My Name A Poem
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Posted:May 29, 2019 10:51 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2019 10:01 pm
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I want you to say my name.
Say it as you look at me
Say it with a sigh
Of longing
Of wanting
To be with me.
Say it right before
You kiss me intimately.
Then take a breath
And say it again
With that sigh
That means
You want more.
Oh yes you want more to come.
Kiss me again
And again
And then
With a sigh
That means reverence.
You take my hand
And lead me to a place
Where we undress
And with another saying
Of my name
As you see me naked.
My name
Has become associated
Synonymous with pleasure.
It will be like music
To your ears
That you practically hum
Producing a smile
That is natural
And real.
A name to remember
A name that will
Be unforgettable.
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