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miscmmunication  

proftourist 55M
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6/7/2006 1:59 pm

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2/25/2007 4:44 am
miscmmunication

Well i sit here wondering why,how,and what do i do. I have lost the greatest thing to ever walk thru my life. And how you ask. By not communicating my feelings for her as i should have and not listening to what she didn't tell me. Miscommunication, it can destroy even the best of relationships as i have found out from this experience. It will cause people to do and say things that hurt the one you love the deepest and to the point they will walk away from you. I am sure some will understand the pain and hurt i am going thru and some will say i brought it upon myself. All i can think right now is i have been robbed of something i wanted so badly i didn't hear what she was saying and that she was so afraid to see and hear what i was trying to tell her but couldn't come straight out and say. Where does this leave a person...Let me tell you alone ,empty, and hollow.. I know someday i will understand and get thru this but the fact that now even though she says we are still friends, she avoids talking to me and even seeing me. Does this mean she still has feelings for me..Is this how you try to forget feelings that you have had with someone? Or does it make those feelings grow ? I have made a promise to stay as quiet as posssible and not try to interefere with her new life but honestly it doesn't mean i am gone. I will never leave and never stop loving her...I do hope for the best for her and will say i had hoped the joy she says she is in was gonna be with me...Told her i wanted to give her the world and everything she desired in it but i guess will not know now how great the rest of our lives could have been unless something changes...The old saying is if you love something set it free and if it loves you it will come back..Well i sit here waiting and will continue to wait til it does or i die because my love for her is this strong! I do hope she knows and understands the way i feel and keeps me in her life but i guess that is her choice... Hopefully soon i will have more upbeat and lively posts here but for now sorrow and loss fill my days and sleepless nights

Kittypurrfectt 58F
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6/8/2006 6:28 pm

 Prof- Hang in there.. Da Kitty


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