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Am I goin insane?
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Am I goin insane? An incident not so long ago made me quie upset.... I met this person not tooooo long ago and really enjoyed his company... We smsd regularly etc and decided ok we will MEET  so it took a bit or arranging but I did this as I really wanted to MEET him in more ways than one. We had the best time...really... I was made to feel like a princess..he treated me VERY VERY well and I was satisfied more than i have ever been...and inbetween orgasms we would just lie in each others arms and talk abotu stuff all kinds... sing a song..heheh its was so super as he was so attentive and a really good lover.... And so it was time to go home...which was still fine as its suppose to happen... and he drove me to my car and still said goodnight my precious i will talk to u soon.... and u know what..>I believed him..I believed him as I told him from the start I dont want to EVER be more than a friend with benefits..... On my way home I received an sms saying what a nice evening it was...etc!!!! And then? A Deadly silence.... The kind of silence that eats u up inside because of the uncertainty.... Was I simply a bad lay? Did I do something wrong??? I wish I knew... So at one stage I simply sent an sms saying I dont want to marry u I just want to know how u r.... He smsd me work is hectic but he would like to see me again...which is fine I suppose but GUESS WHAT>??? Havent heard from him again..AND THAT GETS TO ME....If you dont want contact with me just tell me...its ure right and I wont make u c me... My point is just...I like to be informed...I like to know that I am not just simply another throphy on ure wall and f*ck if I am...dont make me feel like it CAUSE I FEEL USED! Yes it was pleasureble at the time but if something was really that good...wouldnt u want more????? I think this experience took me for a bigger loop than what I am willing to admit.....I am still a baby in the game and yes its a game...a very tacticle one... I just wish u men would realise that not all woman see a wedding dress and eternal love when they meet you and spent sum time with u.... No use in bombarding a person with smses and emails before the time just to have this really big let down after u got what u want...U know we are human BUT U KNOW WHAT WOMAN BOUNCE BACK MUCH QUICKER THAN MEN!!!!! Vented enough for now... will add later when I am not so fired up...hehehehehehe |
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I love you I love you ich liebe dich ich liebe dich
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DAVE.....lol I wish it was that but als it just left me with a bitter taste in my mouth and that is also a reason that I am not so active on this site anymore..but yes he should have told me..but u know what it just makes me stronger!!!!
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Im guessing that he was so into you that he knew that one more time and he would be lost forever in your intoxicating world of sensual delight.... one word and hes a goner!! Us guys are weak that way! But hey! he should have told you himself, right? right guys? guys? .....
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5/17/2007 11:29 pm |
skype me and we can talk we will keep in contact and not run away koolkoos22 is skype name
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5/17/2007 8:17 am |
Aphrodite... Thanx Sweetie... I agree... I actually tested him... I sent him an normal how r u sms...no response..then i sent him a I am available are u intrested sms...2 secs later he replied...so even though the sex was great I still need someone that will appreciate me and YES HIS FREAKING LOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think there is enough other that will appreciate me!!!   
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Aphrodite... Thanx Sweetie... I agree... I actually tested him... I sent him an normal how r u sms...no response..then i sent him a I am available are u intrested sms...2 secs later he replied...so even though the sex was great I still need someone that will appreciate me and YES HIS FREAKING LOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think there is enough other that will appreciate me!!!
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5/16/2007 9:48 pm |
Oh wow Hun I know EXACTLY how you feel. I'm starting to wonder whether we haven't met with the same guy here  I know that feeling of being used... just remember it's his loss.
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5/10/2007 12:09 pm |
My babes......I know just what u mean by that silence......it really can get to u....but know this, u will, in this game as u so rightfully called it always find the guys, that goes from one woman, to another, to another, to another....and no, not because u were not good, but because it is something in their blood, their instict to see maybe the next one around the corner, will be just something else...not better, just something else....u know, if u look at all the profiles of everybody on here, it is really like a menu at a restaurant....everybody is trying to really sell themselves, and that is how it should be, we all did it by filling in our profiles i guess......so, they eat, finish, and then it is time for the next meal, that looks oh so differently from the one they just had......so, i guess we cannot blame them, but of course it does not make it right.......far from it... The thing is to always believe in urself.....no matter what happens, always know that it was not due to anything u have or have not done......I have met with u, and u are a stunning lady......so, always believe that!!!!! Hugs and kisses babes Mwaaaah
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5/10/2007 7:08 am |
I hate that sort of silent treatment too. It eats at me. I want to throw the phone away at that point because it won't ring. Know how you feel, believe me. 
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