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Filling up her social calendar  

evergrnstatewife 53M/63F
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11/16/2013 8:24 am
Filling up her social calendar

Life sometimes can be funny. It can be brutal too.
It was just a few months ago she was sex starved and on the verge of going crazy. It’s strange, in a cosmic sort of way, how things level out.

Last night she told me she made plans to see Phil Sunday morning. I was a little surprised; usually she voices her desires about sex prior to making them. But none the less, it appears after spending all evening with Mark tonight, she’ll top it off by spending the morning in bed with Phil tomorrow.
She was quite frank with me, saying I wasn’t going to be involved with them at all, and she was going to speak with him about Mark afterwards.

In a way I saw that coming.
She’s been on the fence since her coffee date.
In the past I’ve teased her about having a ‘stable’ of men, which she always laughed off, citing the pain in searching for a new lover.
But this time it’s different.
Much different.
One man she‘s dated for two years, and the other one she’s been with over a year in October.
It makes perfect sense. She’s already established that foundation with both men, so starting over or adding too isn’t an uncomfortable option for her.

I think even for a cuckold you get complacent. You get used to the normalcy of things the way they are. You get used to not having sex, or being a physical part of her life in that regard. You get use to the routine when she fucks, her habits prior too, and during. But by adding another element, though a familiar one, but one that taught us a lot about the lifestyle, is intimidating somewhat to me.
Those initial feelings, the inferior ones, the insecurities, the one’s you lost so many years ago begin to suddenly reappear if only for a moment. I’m used to them, can overcome them, but its unusual having them around again.
Tonight will bring about its own unique angst, something different than her coffee date last week. On top of that, I won’t be permitted the comfort of witness either in the morning.

For the perverted that fires always burns, and luckily for me, there’s another log on the fire.
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