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Progression without words  

evergrnstatewife 53M/63F
1582 posts
2/27/2014 8:52 am
Progression without words

I can remember when we got into the lifestyle. We talked about everything, as we should have; men, boundaries, desires, fantasies; all the things that couples should explore before jumping in.
We talked about all of that.

Last summer another topic was her being ‘exclusive’ to Phil. We felt it was time, but also an added spice into our own personal sex.
Over that time she’s fucked Mark once, but other than that, she has been faithful to him. We haven’t had actual sex since June.
Personally I don’t miss it, and I would gather neither does she since she’s never suggested we have it.

But one thing we’ve never talked about, and in a way has naturally progressed, is her denial of me personally.
We used to enjoy ‘fooling around’ together a few times a week with me jacking off to her next to me, as my hands and mouth groped her uncontrollably in acceptable areas.
But really since the latter part of the fall, that’s seriously decreased.
Granted, she fucked Phil more throughout that time frame and their sex has reached a level that’s both satisfying mentally and physically, and I wonder if she needs nothing else?
I mean, we’re always together in some shape or form, but her and I without the afterglow of Phil’s cock is on the decline.
Together she and I have a deep bond, strong marriage, honesty, and sincere love for each other. And physically, she has an attentive, hung, and skilled cocksman at her side too.
What more could a woman want?

I draw my own conclusions of the completeness here.

Does it bother me?
At times. But mostly, no, it doesn’t.
Embracing it plays a big part of that for me.
I don’t please her in a way she desires.
I’m cool with that.
I’m a cuckold, and that’s not news to anyone who reads this regularly.

But it’s the subtle way, without words, that again validates us inside the sheets.
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