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Posted:Feb 3, 2007 3:58 am
Last Updated:May 19, 2024 4:12 am
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If God should rule one day that everybody will be Homosexual,  I guess I would have to get a "sex change" operation!
Because I love women's bodies too much!!! 
But I would still want a "real dick" up my ass!!
Still remaining true to my Name !! 
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My First M2M Experiences
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Posted:Jan 6, 2007 11:49 am
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2010 9:42 am
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My first M2M experience was when I was about 8 years old. I was attending a boarding schooling. I never had been away from my family before but I was getting along okay. The school was teaching me how to study, which I never learned how to at home even though my father was a college professor and my mother had been a teacher before she married. I was very intelligent but was very immature and undisciplined. I was also being taught manners and how to be a little gentleman. The school was a british-style boarding school which I had attended the first half of the year as a day student. It had been suggested by the headmaster that I might do better if I became a "boarder".
I was the oldest in my family and had no older sibling to clue me in about "facts of life" or sexuality. I had been curious about sex ever since about the age of four, as I remember. I knew certain things would excite me sexually but I didn't understand why.
I had been assigned to a suite of rooms where the senior boy was a bully. My roommate was an okay guy, in the same grade as I was. But later on, I was to give up my good roommate and bunk with the bully. I feared him and I guess he could sense that which made it easy for him to order me around. One night, he ordered me to climb in his bunk with him. He wanted me to play with his "dick and nuts" which I was scared not to do because he might beat me up. At the time, I was so scared that I didn't get excited about what I was doing. After several nights of doing this, he wanted me to take his dick in my mouth. I did so but not willingly but only out of fear. After some time of just holding his dick in my mouth, I thought he peed in it. I never sucked or licked it. I don't even remember if he ever got hard or no but after that night of him "peeing" in my mouth, he never had me get in his bunk again.
What I know now about predators, he must of been a victim at some point earlier in his life. I, myself, never forced myself on to another guy, littler or younger than me. I broke the "chain" and never became a predator myself. To this day , I still can't remember if he ever got hard when I masturbated him or had him in my mouth.
Later on when I was 11, my best buddy was cluing me it on "jerkin off" and cumming. I wasn't able to orgasm and he started to jerk me off but he had no success either. Later, I tried several times on my own but nothing ever happened but I got hard. The first time I ejaculated was from a "wet dream" and after that I was able to get relief when I masturbated.
Just to show how ignorant we (males and females, I think) were about fucking, I (along with a lot of other males) could get hard and thought that "fucking" was putting your hard dick into a hole and the only hole that we knew that girls had was - "the Ass" and guys had them as well as girls. So we thought having "anal sex" with a girl was "fucking her" and guys could be fucked also.
On a camping trip, a bunch of us guys were all in one tent and started talking about Sex. I don't remember who started it but we started showing the "boner" we had. I do remember saying "If you let me fuck your ass, I let you fuck mine." I had one "taker". We both dropped our pants in front of everybody and I got behind him "doggie style" on my knees. I was so excited about getting to fuck for the first time that I lost my erection. I did everything that I knew, trying to get it back. I finally gave-up and said it was his turn to fuck. I had been so excited about getting to fuck that my ass was so tight that he was unable to penetrate me. We both gave-up on trying to make it happen.
You know from that camping trip, I always been obsessed with anal sex. Later I learned that girls had another place to fuck in and guys that got fucked in the ass were "Gay" and you're not suppose to be gay. I've introduced many females to the "joys of anal sex" but only thought they did it to please me until one came out and told that she enjoyed it. That started me thinking, if females enjoy it and guys got asses also, why can't they (guys) enjoy being fucked in the ass also?
Now, I look forward to getting up the ass whether its by a strap-on or the "real thing". I still will only suck or lick a dick if I'm sharing it with a female. Think whole makes me think because I had a "bad experience" with oral sex with a guy the first time that I'm reluctant to "suck cock" unless it's in the presences of a female were as anal, even though I wasn't successful the first time, I've opened myself (no pun intended) to "receive it up the ass".
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I want Anal ! ! !
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Posted:Feb 13, 2006 7:46 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2006 9:31 am
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My girl friend has made me wanting to be anal. She was very
excited the first time I played with her ass. After my thumb
in her, we went on to bigger and better things. Now she can
take me with little seduction and no lubication and loves
it. She evens orgasms from it. This activity has become
our form of birth control (that is when she is fertile, I'll
cum in her ass).
Being envious of her pleasure, I asked for her to play with
me. She inserted a finger while she sucked me and it was very
enjoyable. I asked for more and she used a dildo on me. I only
stopped her when I thought I was going to empty myself right
then and there all over both of us, since then we tried several
times again, but she stops before I reach climax because
she fears hurting me. Fustrated I tried using the dildo
on myself by my self. I would only stop because I was lost
in pleasure and left unsatisified.
I've of two ways for me to be satisified- 1) Have someone
else administer the dildo. Or 2) Receiving the REAL thing.
I'm not homophobic but I'm not into kissing another
guy. I might stroke or even suck but I really want it up my
ass.
Can I find anyone who will be able to satisify me?
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ANAL SEX - One of the fun things in Life
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Posted:Feb 12, 2006 4:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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My view about anal sex has changed over the years.
A long time ago, matter of fact a very long time ago, I use to think anal sex was just for the man’s pleasure that is why gays did it because they had no pussy to fuck.
Over 25 years ago, I found out, some females would let you fuck their ass. Only the very adventuresome ones would let you but got nothing out of it for them other than they did it for the guy.
Since my second divorce, about ten years ago, I discovered that a lot more females are engaging in anal. I hear of a few females as “exit only” but none I’ve been with.
Of these that I’ve been with lately, they are enjoying anal penetration. And then, there are the ones that orgasm from the activity. I never thought that could be possible.
Having learned that there are nerve endings located there that respond to stimulation. I began to wonder how much difference there is between the female’s and the male’s backside. With some play and exploration by a female, I found it to be pleasurable. With some encouragement, the idea of a strap-on was introduced. At that point, it started contacting my prostrate for very surprising results. Not only the physical sensation but how eager some females are willing to wield a strap-on.
After learning about how many more non-gay men do submit themselves, me included, for anal penetration by strap-on wielding females and males. This brings me to my latest observation:
More men and women are accepting and participating in anal sex.
Let me know if I need to be corrected.
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