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Posted:Nov 19, 2013 11:04 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2013 11:21 pm
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When I first sucked a cock I was young. Too young perhaps. I had no clue what I was doing, if I was doing it right or even if the guy liked what I was doing. He stayed hard most of the time but he never got off.( Which made me feel like shit.) So I never really bothered with oral sex much after that. I liked the idea of it but I knew I sucked at it.(Pardon the pun.) After my "training session" with hubby I gained a new appreciation for it.
I craved it all of the time. I would even go as far as to wake my husband up with his cock down my throat, playing with myself. I was insatiable. I enjoyed it so much that whenever I would suck on a mans cock, I would get off.(Without even being touched myself.) The taste of his precum coating the inside of my mouth. The way he would tense up at the last second and I would feel his cock throbbing and pulsing in my throat. I also loved the taste of a mans cum. Whenever we 'played" I would swallow 90% of the time. If I didn't get to it upset me. It even got so bad that whenever someone would put on a porno, I would get mad as hell because they always had to have their money shots at the end. Such a waste. I hardly watch porn anymore because of that. When we met up with a girlfriend of mine, I even went as far as to suck hubby's cum out of her after he fucked her. This blew her mind so much that she moved in with us for 6 months or so. Ah good times...good times.
I have also noticed that since our little "training session' that I am indeed a submissive. I love to be fucked in the mouth...Hard and deep.To be made to go where I am needed to go and to do what I am needed to do.I like to be used. Every opening I have, well the main three, have all been trained to take what a man is wanting to give. If they want oral, I give oral. If it's anal they crave I give it up to them. If they want my pussy, I show them what I can do with it. Sometimes, when I get really lucky, it's two out of the three at the same timeband that is fucking incredible. I love the idea of being a sexual toy for men. It's what I like and it's who I am. I am not into pain or heavy bdsm mind you but I do like it when a man takes total control over me. Some pain is good pain. I like the helpless feeling and the feeling of being at their mercy. Hair pulling, up against the wall, throw me down and take me kind of sex is what I am all about. But if you were to see me on the street or in public...you'd never ever know. I am the girl next door type. A mother, a wife...But behind closed doors, where no one but those whom I choose to let see...I am a slut.And by what they all tell me...I am a fucking good one!
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My Training In Submission. part 3
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Posted:Nov 19, 2013 7:00 am
Last Updated:Dec 7, 2013 1:10 am
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He had me to watch all my videos again. He then asked what I wanted to become "better" at. I told him I wanted to be great at giving head. By that I meant deep throating. I love watching a woman deep throat a man. I could do it to some degree but not like I wanted to. So I got ready. I was expecting him to just pull down his pants so I could start. My mouth was already watering. To my surprise, he brings out the double headed jelly dong. Let me rephrase that a bit. He brings out the 18 inch double headed jelly dong. I shrank. 'I don't know about this",I said. "Is this for my gag reflex? Are we going to try to calm it down some?" "No" he said. "We are going to get rid of it."
He told me to suck on it for him and I did. He wanted to see how far I could get it into my mouth. After a few goes he measured 6 3/4 inches. "Not bad", I thought. He said it was pretty good. But that if I were to be a good performer for him, I'd have to do much better. He took away my toy and softly running his fingers under my neck, he tilted my head upwards. As I sat there on the bed I was a bit scared of what was happening but I was also excited to no end. I was curious to see what would happen next. He bent down and kissed me. He said, "Close your eyes for me." and I did as he asked. He told me to open my mouth and of course...I did as told. I felt the head of my toy begin to rub my lips and I licked at it blindly."Good...so eager" he said. He slid it in farther and said, "suck it." I did. He went deeper. Now I know why he had to have the "soft" jelly dong..lol I sucked and licked. He slid it deeper and deeper. It finally hit my tonsils and I gagged a little. I barely had time to breathe before it hit them again...and again. He was forceful but not rough. It actually had the actions of a real person fucking my mouth. I took it a little deeper and deeper. There was a slight popping noise as it's huge head made it past my tonsils for the first time. I didn't gag! This was so cool. He slowly pulled it out of my mouth and asked if I were ok. I looked up at him with my eyes full of tears and said, "Hell yeah I'm ok...let's go." "Do it again only harder this time."
We "toyed" around at this for three hours that night. At one point I was hurting my throat felt raw my makeup ran down my cheeks. I thought I was going to give up. But during that time I found that my hands had made their way to my pussy and I was getting off on it. Hard. He had gotten harder and faster at thrusting it down my throat. He was right...my gag reflex was fixed. Afterwards we measured how far I could take it. I went from 6 3/4 inches to 11 1/3.(Almost doubled it baby!) Hell yeah! He said,"Now..you can perform for me the way I want you to if need be." I kissed him and thanked him for my training. I admit,it was a bit tough to do..but it is something I wanted to learn.(For him just as much as for me.) I know now that if we ever do hook up with long dong silver..I'm gonna be alright..lol
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My Training In Submission. part 2
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Posted:Nov 19, 2013 5:52 am
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2013 9:15 pm
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Well we started off by buying new toys. I had no idea what the hell was going on. I wanted skin..real skin. Hubby told me to be patient. He bought me Jackrabbits, anal beads, double headed jelly dongs, cuff's, blindfolds...he even bought me a ball gag. I began to worry.
One day after I came home from work, I heard a loud noise in the bedroom. It sounded like he was working on his car for god's sake. I ran in there and yelled, 'What the hell are you doing?" Oh my god...He was drilling holes in my bedframe. My beautiful bedframe. He just stopped and grinned..lol "That's for later" he said. I began to see what was up. I started feeling myself get wet.
He trained me. He actually trained me. I couldn't believe it. He tied me to the bed. He blindfolded me. He kept teasing me. I was so close to climax, then he would just stop. He was so cruel. He would kiss me softly at first, then more animalistic. I wanted more and just when I thought I would have it he would back off. Oh I ached and hurt. He made me beg for release. I thought he was so cruel. I realize now he was showing me how to control it. He told me that when I was to perform for him in the future, I could just let myself go. But when I was his and his alone...I had to submit. I thought to myself, "Perform?" I had no idea what that meant but I was hurting so I promised him I would. He told me I was a good slut. He kissed me, and I came almost immediately.Then that's when he brought out the new toy's. He said, "This next part will be rough at first but it will also be what you've been asking for."
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My Training In Submission.
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Posted:Nov 19, 2013 5:21 am
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2013 9:14 pm
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After the first time I was hooked. I kept thinking about it all of the time. It was empowering. I wanted to do it again and I wanted it to be soon. I talked to hubby about it and he told me that all I had to do from then on out was to let him know. If I wanted a certain something or felt like I wanted to explore a certain fantasy...he would see to it that I got what I desired. I came to love the fact that he would fulfill any dark desire I had in me. I also found out that I had a lot. He took me to places and all I had to do was sit there. I never had to open my mouth. I would tell him who I was attracted to and he would strike up a conversation with that person. I never knew what was said but after a while we would meet up outside or go to our house. Then it would start all over again for me. The touching, the tasting..the hunger inside of me would come to the surface and at times I would forget my own name.
My husband would occasionally take pics or a small video of what was going on and I soon became mesmerized by them. 'That's not me",I would think to myself. My head thrown back, eyes closed. Making noises I had never heard escape from my lips before. Oh my god...was I just drooling? It was amazing to me that I could become such a slut. I loved it! The more I experienced...the more I craved. At times it would actually hurt I wanted it so bad. I couldn't help myself. I always thought of myself as a timid, unattractive mess, so to speak. But the woman I looked upon in those pics and those videos..she wasn't timid at all. To me she was sexy, erotic and passionate. Three words I have never thought would describe me. I had new goals. I not only wanted to explore and try out new things...I wanted to become better. So I went to my husband with my concerns and my new "slut training" began. I had no idea how much "better" I would actually get.
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Becoming a submissive wife...Part 5
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Posted:Jul 11, 2013 4:50 am
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2013 5:02 am
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I sucked them both this time.One and then the other.Going back and forth.Tasting them both and loving every second of it.I whispered to my husband a question."Can I fuck him?"He kissed me and said "Yes."I grabbed our friends cock and told him to fuck me.I kissed him while stroking him.(Oh how I love kissing.)Both of us on our knees.My hand around his throbbing cock and his fingers deep inside of me.I fell down on all fours and looked over my shoulder at him,wiggling my ass."Give it to me big boy",I said.He began grinding against me.With his hands on my hips he entered me.He was big.I could feel his cock stretching my walls as he slid in deeper.(It hurt a bit but I have learned that not all pain is bad pain.)I pushed my hips backwards and made him go all the way in.Oh this was so good.I put my hands over my head and just let him have me.He was rough.He grabbed my shoulders,he smacked my ass..he even pulled my hair.Obviously my husband had talked to him for a while about me before we met.He knew all the things I liked.I stretched across the bed and finally found my husband.I wanted him in my mouth again.My mouth was watering.Drooling more like it.I somehow maneuvered between his legs while big boy was still inside of me.(Not easy on a waterbed by the way.)I began sucking again.My husband with his hands full of my hair,and his friend with hands full of ass,were giving it to me from both ends."Spit roasted."It felt so good to be used that way.To come from where I came from and to be experiencing what I was was just astonishing.I was their object.Their object of sexual desire.I was there for their sexual needs and I loved it.I came two more times before I climbed on top of my husbands cock.I was so wet and he loved it.He bent me down on top of him and thrust hard into me.He folded my hands behind my back and fucked me that way for a good twenty minutes or so.I came again.Then he stopped and held me closer to his body,still holding my hands behind me.He kissed me and while he was doing so I felt his friend rub his cock against my ass hole."Oh god.Is this really happening?"Were they about to..?"The sensation I felt as his friend entered my ass was indescribable.My husband held me tight,his cock still deep within me."He's too big.",I said."It will be o.k." my husband told me.It hurt,but I came again.He had trouble getting all the way inside of me at first.But when hubby pushed back on my hips he slid all the way in."I screamed."Then I came once more.They took turns thrusting into me.It truly was amazing.I love regular sex and I love anal sex...but having both at the same time just blew me away.I don't remember much about the length of it or how hard they were with me.But I do know it didn't last no where near long enough and I do love it hard.Especially anal.I felt our friend tighten his body and he pulled out of me.What I felt on my back and ass was not just warm but hot...damn hot.He came all over me as I rode my husband.I felt myself getting close again and this time hubby was right there with me.We came together.His cum like lava deep inside of me was too much and I drowned him.The orgasm I had lasted longer than any I have had in my life and I just collapsed onto him.I was so sticky.He was so sticky.The only one not so sticky was our new friend.As first experiences go,it maybe wasn't perfect but it was so damn near it was ridiculous.) I looked back at our wasted new friend and he was sweating and laughing.I thanked him kindly for his services.He thanked me for mine.I looked hubby dead in the eyes,kissed him and asked,"How did you know...?".....He smirked. 
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Becoming a submissive wife...Part 4
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Posted:Jul 11, 2013 3:58 am
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2013 4:55 am
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I leaned across the couch and finished taking off my clothes.What little there was left that is.My stretched shirt and mangled bra was pretty much all that was left.I threw them to the floor along side my ripped panties.I pushed my husband back and began taking his clothes off as well.I felt the new guy kiss my ass cheek and say,"You have a beautiful ass."I jokingly said,Thanks it's pretty big but it can take a pounding.""We will see.",my husband said and began to smirk.I smiled at this and pushed him back.I took his cock into my mouth hungrily.To my surprise I took it all the way down.(His smirk faded.)I guess the practice of sucking our new friends cock first helped me for hubby.He was somewhat bigger than I was used to but that made for a pleasant surprise.I had my husbands cock all the way down my throat when I first felt his tongue tasting my pussy.I froze.My eyes rolled back into my head as he devoured me.He ate as if he were a starved man.He grabbed my ass and spread my cheeks wider.He licked my clit and I tingled all over.He slid his tongue inside of me and I could feel a new wetness coming on.I began sucking harder and harder.I was so horny I wanted it all.I could hear these weird little noises coming from somewhere and realized they were coming from me."She does taste good doesn't she?",my man asked."Oh hell yeah,her pussy is so wet.",our friend said back over my shoulder."I want to eat her up."I felt and half saw my husband make a gesture to him but I was too busy to care about what it was.I was in my happy place apparently and there was no getting through to me.Then he stopped.No more tongue fucking no more licking.I wondered what was up.I felt him begin to slide a finger inside of me and I went back to sucking.I looked up at my husband and whispered,"Thank you."He winked at me as his friend slid another finger into my ass.I bit my lip and shivered.Oh my god it felt so good.I was being finger fucked in both holes by pretty much a stranger and I loved it.I looked up at my husband biting my lower lip."You're welcome."he said and that smirk was back.I felt another finger slide into my ass and he was going deeper and deeper this time.I looked back at him and pushed my ass onto his hand.I loved it.I turned to look at my husband and he looked so different.The way he looked at me at that moment.It was the most sensual thing I have ever seen.I swallowed him whole and never let up.I sucked until my jaws ached.I licked around his cock,up and down his cock.He grabbed me hard.Kissed me and held both of my hands behind my back.He shoved his cock into my mouth and I gagged again.I couldn't move.My hands and arms were held tight.He pushed harder until it went down my throat.(And yes...I came again.)Oh my god the force of both my husband and this orgasm were awesome.I came so hard.I went limp.I felt the first gush leave my body and I arched my back.This time it was all over our new friends face.He jumped back as if he were shot."Oh my god she is a squirter"."Hell yeah!."I gushed again."Oh my god.",he said again.I was so embarrassed.I gushed a third time and he apparently was in awe."Never have been with a squirter before.",he said."But I do want some of that."I was out of breath.I sat up and covered my face,blushing I'm sure.Whew,it was more than I ever expected and so far it had only been thirty minutes or so.I needed another drink.We took a breather and decided the couch wasn't big enough so I suggested the bedroom.I led them to the bed by their cocks.It was so empowering.We climbed into the bed and things really got hot. 
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Becoming a submissive wife...Part 3
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Posted:Jul 10, 2013 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2013 4:53 am
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We started slow.Light kissing on hubby's friend then turning to do the same to him.It was great so far.I could feel my nervousness slipping away.I was getting used to it.Keeping my eyes closed,I felt hands on my body.Lips kissing my neck and mouth.I reached down and found both men were hard as steel already.I tried to unzip their pants both at the same time but I guess multitasking was new to me.I felt hands go under my shirt and I gasped when I opened my eyes to see it wasn't my husbands.I looked at my husband and saw a smile across his face.Bigger than anyone I had seen before.I mouthed,"You sure this is o.k.?"Then I felt his friends lips sucking on my nipple.I almost lost it.Being watched by the man I married as his friend explored me was so intense.Seeing that he,my husband,was in fact more than o.k. with it just made it that much more exciting.I guess that was my worst fear.That my husband was in fact all stories and no action.That he would get jealous or something.When I realized that wasn't the case...I finally let go.
I turned towards our guest and kissed him.I kissed him deeply.Our tongue's dancing wildly as if we were starved for it.I felt my husband start nibbling my other nipple,licking and sucking as he went.He squeezed my breast and brought his mouth up to my ear.He whispered,"Suck his cock."I listened.I undone our guests pants as quickly as I could.Fumbling with the button and then his zipper.I grabbed something that was thick and hard and pulled it out.The head was huge and wet with pre-cum.It left a long string from the top of his jeans to my hand.I eagerly leaned down for a taste.I licked what I could of the wetness from my hand and it immediately made me want more.I slid my mouth over the tip.He moaned as I went farther down his cock.I wanted to take it all for him...for them both actually just to prove to them that I wasn't such a newbie.I wanted this guy to want me,desire me but I also wanted my husband to see what I knew he wanted to so much.I took all of it that I could into my mouth.Sucking in as I slid it out.The amount of pre-cum was shocking,to say the least.Oh I loved it.(I crave the taste of it at times.)He pulled his jeans the rest of the way down for me and I felt my shorts being pulled off of me from behind.I went back to his cock.I heard from behind me,"Oh man...she is soaking wet."I giggled. I couldn't help it."Her mouth is so warm.",our new friend said and pushed my head down.I almost gagged but I refused to.I wanted this to be perfect.First time,first experience...I needed it to be.My panties ripped as my husband pulled on them.I let out a sigh and went back to my job at hand.I was just starting to stroke him and lick his balls when the first finger slid into me.I gasped.He slid it in slowly but very deeply..and I could feel my knees getting weak.I tried not to let on as I went back to sucking.I could feel his huge cock release a new bit of pre-cum out onto my tongue and I swallowed it down.Another finger entered me,then another.God it felt so good.I was getting off on sucking this new guy for my husband.I really got into it.I never even noticed that I was beginning to rock back and forth onto my husbands fingers.I was beginning to get lost in it.I looked up and told our friend to,"fuck my mouth."He grabbed me by the hair and shoved.This time I did gag but by this time all bets were off on this being perfect.Now I just wanted it hard.What he was doing felt so good.What my husband was doing also felt so good.I just wanted to be used.I wanted them to put me where I was needed to go and made to do whatever they wanted me to do.I liked the idea of being the center of their attention,their sex toy.After a minute or so I was used to the deep thrusts.The gagging stopped and I felt his cock head slide down my throat.When it did...he held it there.I came.I came harder than I have ever came in my life.I squirted everywhere.I felt my body tighten up and spasm.Wave after wave of pure pleasure washed over me.I pulled him out of my throat and gasped for air.I looked over my shoulder at my husband and there he was still grinning...(Asshole..lol)I said,"O.K. big boy...it's your turn now...time to switch." 
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Becoming a submissive wife...Part 2
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Posted:Jul 10, 2013 7:31 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2013 5:24 am
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The thought of being with another man never crossed my mind.I automatically thought that having a threesome with my husband meant me,him and another female.I mean,that's what all of his stories consisted of.That's what I thought all men's fantasies were about.(I have yet to hear the one about how he and a buddy of his nailed his ex.)Well,after a few drinks and a few occasions of me turning fifty shades of red,we started talking about it.My husband introduced this man as a coworker of his that had seen pics of me.Pics that apparently he liked seeing.I knew of this man but never met him.Needless to say,I never thought that the first time I was to meet him would be the in way that I did.Now drinking was never my strong suit.I was raised strictly.So it didn't take too much alcohol to loosen my inhibitions.
We sat on the couch.Me in the middle of course.Feeling ever uneasy about having on one of my most revealing and sexiest outfits.Especially seeing as how I had never seen this man before.This good looking man.A man who apparently who had talked to my husband about having sex with his wife.The man talked about how my husband brought this to his attention and how he always thought my husband to be a "lucky man".I told him that it was all a surprise to me.That dear ole hubby would be bringing home another man instead of another female.Respectfully,he said that if I wasn't sure about it,he could wait or it could not happen at all.Either way it was my choice entirely.Whether it was my curiosity or the alcohol I have no clue but I said,"Now let's not be so hasty".
With a push of play the t.v. came on and on the screen was a scene of two"large" men having their way with this sexy little blonde.I looked over and sure enough hubby had the controller in his hand with a big grin on his face.I smiled and looked back at the screen.I began breathing harder and harder thinking ,"Oh my god...this could be me in a few minutes".(She sure seemed to be enjoying it tremendously.)I looked at our guest and he smiled back at me and winked.That was it.This WAS going to happen.I knew it.They knew it.My hands shook.My loins actually ached and throbbed.I was so scared but I wanted...I needed....and so we began. 
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Becoming a submissive wife....Part 1
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Posted:Jul 10, 2013 5:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2013 9:17 pm
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When I first met my husband I was seventeen.I was very inexperienced with men and especially anything sexual.I had explored somewhat with a friend of mine at a sleepover.(Light touching,kissing a little bit of cunnilingus etc.)I enjoyed it a great deal.But being where I'm from,things such as that are looked down on.(Oh the great bible belt...gotta love it.)I was raised very strictly.No dating,no boys(or girls..hehe)and no talking about sex whatsoever.Sex was a "bad" thing...period.But there is no stopping puberty.
I met my future husband on the phone of all things.(He was a friend of a mutual friend and she thought we should talk.)So so glad we did.I opened up to him.I guess with all of the restraints on me and my life I needed a way to vent and to express who I was.He listened...for almost eight full hours.It was a few months before we actually met face to face.In that time,we talked about everything,including sex.My new way of getting out my frustrations became phone sex.Oh he was good.He would tell me how and where to touch myself.When to speed up and when to slow down.At times,it was almost too much for me to take.I had never had an orgasm before.But when it happened,I knew I would open up to him in ways I've never dreamed.
The first time I saw him,he was standing at my front door talking to my mother.My heart froze.He wasn't the first guy to come to my home but it was a long time since that had happened.But what the hell!!!? Was my mom actually laughing with him?This was so strange.Never in my life had she warmed up to a stranger.Especially one interested in me,her .He had somehow dug under or jumped over the wall she had built around me and this family and he accomplished this within the first five minutes?I will state this again...Oh he was good..lol
I never really fully opened up to him about my desires or fantasies until after we were married.Hearing him talk about the things he experienced with his past gf's made me want more.He had been part of the swinging lifestyle and even though his stories scared me somewhat,I became so turned on by hearing them.We discussed it for a while and then he decided that it was time for me to get what I had always fantasized about.I have never really told him this in the years we have been together but...I was nowhere near ready.
The first thing we talked about was threesomes.He had always talked about how he and his ex would meet up with a female friend of theirs for some playtime.So that's what I was fully expecting.I was so excited.It had been years since my infamous sleepover and I was eager to get back to it.Knowing that this time there would be no hurry or rush.Knowing that there wasn't any "trouble" I would get into...unless I wanted it.I wanted it to be a surprise.So I didn't want him to tell me when this threesome would occur.I was ready for it and I just wanted the first time to have an added exciting bonus to it.One day,he came home from work and took a shower.Nothing new or unexpected.Then as he was drying off he told me to get ready...that we had company coming over.With a wink,I knew what he was talking about.Finally it was time to explore my sexuality.So by the time when the company arrived I was all set to go.I had on my sexiest outfit.I wanted to make an impression that would make any "newbie" proud.I also wanted to empress my husband.To show him how much I could perform for him as well as myself.There it was,a knock on the door.He told me to answer it.So with my heart skipping beats and as quickly as I could...I did.Now as first impressions go,I would say that out of a possible ten...I scored a minus 12 or so.My jaw dropped my heart stopped,as well as my breathing.I stared at our guest and I couldn't speak.All I could think was..."Who in the hell is this guy?" 
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