Out with the Trash!
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Posted:Apr 25, 2010 4:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2022 5:20 am
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I did one of the hardest things. I told the guy I have had a crush on for the last 4 year. I'm done. We are friends and have been trying to get together for years. When we are together we are great. We hang out. He buys me dinner takes me to concerts. I fly out to see him etc. We hold hands, kiss, and get a bit freaky. He gets jealous if I see other guys.
Well I wanted to make it work... He told me we are just friends and there is nothing between us. OK nothing between us. Lets do it your way!!! Don't call me honey. Don't buy me things Don't kiss me. And sure as hell don't fuck me. So out with the trash and in with the fun.
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Why do people ask.....
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Posted:Jan 19, 2010 7:50 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2020 8:55 pm
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At first I thought I missed him. It was nice to have someone around once in awhile than I realized I only missed the presence of him and not really him at all. I miss having a man in my life but I am tired of the drama they bring along with them.
I am buying my first home and everyone ask me who I am buying it with. Do I really need a man to buy a home???? I got the owner down $11,000 I think I can do this on my own. So why do everyone ask me who I am with?
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Good-Bye my viewers
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Posted:Jul 15, 2007 7:13 pm
Last Updated:Mar 7, 2014 7:57 pm
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I just wanted to say good-bye to my loyal and friendly viewers. I have come to the conclusion I am tired of the crap I am getting from some members about what I am looking for. So..I am taking time of to get my life back on track. But I want to thank you guys and girls for be so good to me. I met some really cool people and friends.
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relocating?
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Posted:Jun 15, 2007 12:06 pm
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2020 9:12 pm
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So... I am thinking about relocating. Its more for a job but I need a change. I just can't decide where I want to go
Any Ideas?
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my watchers
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Posted:Apr 11, 2007 5:40 pm
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2020 9:11 pm
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So who are my blog watchers? it says I hve 26 people who watch my blogs
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Updated
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Posted:Jan 3, 2007 10:55 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2020 9:11 pm
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I have been awaken to the quality of men that surround me and the quality of man that I want.
1. Good Personality- Intelligence has to come with that personality. I want a guy to be exciting. One with a good sense of humor. I want to be able to hold a conservation. I want someone who will show interest in me.
2. Trust and Honesty- This two run hand in hand. If there isn't trust and honesty, then why bother? I need him to be honest so that, I feel I am able to trust my partner.
3. Has goals- I do not want a bum. I am working hard on my education and my dreams. So should you. If you don't work hard for the things you want your not going to work hard for me. I am not going to make it easy.
4. Intimacy- I'd like someone who truly gets the concept of intimacy. Intimacy does not have to include sex. The feelings that two people can bring when they are together. The ability to recognize that there are special time to be intimate. There are long embraces and passionate kisses.
5. Passion- If you do not understand intimacy your probably not going to get passion. Be passion in all you do and especially be passionate to me. Passion makes the body more electric. I am one who craves passion.
6.Patience- I need a guy who will be patient with me and the stuff I have been through.
7. Nice smile and eyes. I do not really care about looks but a nice smile always gets me.
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Missing
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Posted:Oct 18, 2006 10:36 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2010 8:12 pm
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I know I have been alway for a very long time but life has been crazy.
I think I have realized alot since I have been away. I have been in and out of relationships whether it be for fun or serious. Somehow they have never seemed to statisfy me. Sometimes lacking in passion and others lacking in personality. Even the current one is. Why can't I find a guy that I can last more than a couple months with.
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Good-Bye Nepa -ers
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Posted:May 1, 2006 9:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2017 2:58 pm
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Spring is in full swing and its almost time for me to say good-bye.
I want you to know about my experience:
I am thankful for the friends I have meet here even AFFers.
I ran the two am runs with the bikers.
I enjoyed my heritage with people just like me on St. Patty's Day.
I learned that we all aren't so different
I have come to love Kirby Park on the nice days even getting lost in south nepa just for the fun of it.
I have found peace in the confines of these mountain.
Know that a piece of nepa will go with me...
good bye
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Reflection
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Posted:Dec 30, 2005 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2010 8:14 pm
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With the new year around the corner.... I thought I should make a reflection. There is so much that has happened this year...
I realized why my diamond is in my jewelry box and that is really where I want it to stay. To finding myself on a broken road. Making a new road for myself. Picking up lost souls along the way and leaving some behind. Finding a best friend. Traveling to new places. To helping many in need and lending a helping hand. Letting go when needed. Applying for a job. To making the grade I wanted. Getting my double major and minor.Realizing I only have 5 MONTHS till I graduate!! Woohoo right.. I am so sick thinking about this semester and all the stuff I have to do to graduate. Which means I will have little time to do much else.
This is just a short list of all the things that have happened.
Cheers to 2005 may 2006 be even better
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Looking for
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Posted:Sep 18, 2005 6:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2006 10:23 pm
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Lately I have been awaken to the quality of men that surround me and the quality of man that I want.
1. Personality- I want a guy to be exciting. I want to be able to hold a conservation. I want someone who will show interest in me. Intelligence has to with that personality.
2. Trust and Honesty- This two run hand in hand. Trust is something I struggle with since last November though If there isn't trust and honesty, then why bother? I need to feel trusted and feel able to trust my partner.
3. Has goals- I do not want a bum. I am working hard on my education and my dreams. So they should be do.
4. Intimacy- I'd like someone who truly gets the concept of intimacy. Intimacy does not have to include sex. The feelings that two people can bring when they are together. The ability to recognize that there are special time to be intimate. There are long embraces and passionate kisses.
5.Patience- I need a guy who will be patient with me and the stuff I have been through.
6. Nice smile and eyes. I do not really care about looks but a nice smile always gets me.
I will probably be adding to this list.
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Why?
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Posted:Sep 15, 2005 2:21 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2020 8:57 pm
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Why do I want the bad boy?
I have a few guys really interested in dating me.. but for some reason I want the bad boy.
We probably have no chance in hell but I so want him.
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Sept 11th
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Posted:Sep 11, 2005 11:54 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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wow I can't believe it has been four years.
It is one of those times we as Americans will never forget.
People joined together to help...
All planes were grounded for the first time...
America mourned...
For one day time stood still...
For many it was an eye opener that terror could come to our land too. Its been since Pearl Harbor that Americans have seen such terror on our homeland. Within days America answered with a war on terrorism which we have been fighting ever since.
To September 11th we will never forget.
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Chippendales lesson
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Posted:Sep 10, 2005 12:05 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2017 3:01 pm
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Well my roomie and I went out last night to the club we got offered tickets to the chippendales show...so we thought what the hell...
Soo let me just tell you this was our first experience of this. 8 amazing guys.
My roomie even got me a lap dance. let me just say oh my god. I was so horny by the time I left
Lesson learn: never never never go to a chippendales show unless you have some sexin lined up for after
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